I just got out of the hospital today. On CHRISTmas Eve morning, about 4:30 a. m., I lost the ability to breathe, which got worse, worse, and worse, and had to be rushed to ER---
I had congestive heart failure, but, THANKS BE TO THE LORD CHRIST JESUS, though CHRISTmas Eve day was full of hanging on the edge of death, and terror; an emergency like I never knew could exist, by CHRISTmas Day, I was up and walking around, though stunned, scared, and awed...
The hospitals, you know, are VERY short staffed, and well, there are LOTS of problems in that, but the people at the hospital I was at ARE phenomenally meeting every challenge, WHILE still providing compassion, care, and believe me, they go over and above to make you comfortable, despite their own sufferings; they ARE exceptional, and DESERVE to be appreciated, truly...
Yesterday they went in by wrist with catheters, to see how bad of blockage I have, as they were prepared to put a stent in, but I have little to no blockage, and so, they are treating me, at this point with medications designed to increase the blood flow, but this is just the onset of what is to come, and whew!, it is scary, frightening, and SO strange...
I am afraid, of course, but *GOD* has kept me around to this point, and so, HALLELUJAH, AMEN!!!
There is a LOT to get used to with this, like not being able to eat MANY things, limit liquids, and avoid fat, and salt; none of which I over indulged in anyway, but for some reason, am endangered by now...
I am just grateful to be here, and hopefully, will be for some time! I have taken nothing for granted, and now won't for sure...
To me what is most astounding is that it happened on CHRISTmas Eve morning, when I was expecting about 20 people in the afternoon to celebrate! We pushed it too hard, and over did almost everything, which probably contributed to it, but we pretty much always have; we LOVE CHRISTmas...
Time on Earth is amazingly short, and unpredictable, yet we act for years as if we are invincible, special, and other such. We don't quite grow up, me thinks...
I PRAY you and yours had a lovely HOLYday celebration, and that miracles were brought into your existence, whether you notice them or not! Let's PRAY for the New Year; we are overwhelmed with many disasters, in nearly every facet of our existence, and people are NOT becoming wiser for the wear, nor are more seeking *GOD* as they should. My HOPE for 2022 is that we acknowledge the TRUE POWERS of THE LORD *GOD* ALMIGHTY, and step deeper into HIS WILL, and WAYS, as we SHINE of HIM for this very rapidly, darkening world to take notice of, THAT even some might be brought HIGHER! We are NOTHING without THE LORD, and until we realize, and accept this, and keep doing what works against us, we are going to face challenges, and suffering...
THANK YOU LORD *GOD*, I PRAISE YOU ALWAYS, and WORSHIP YOU WHOLLY with my heart, and being! I REJOICE IN YOUR LOVING CARE for us, and HONOUR YOU for YOUR HOLINESS! Help us to grow LORD; help us to know, dear *GOD*; help us to sow YOU throughout the globe!!!
BLESS you all, much LOVE to you; back soon, *GOD* WILLING!!! OXO
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