After spending an hour or so, reading through my older works, I can see improvement, growth, and development, and while it is not close to where I COULD be, it is encouraging to see that I HAVE made some progress in the right direction! After reading multiple articles, and theological discussions lately, I SEE that I have grown, yet, it isn't quite enough for me, but, that is fine, because it keeps me challenged, learning, aligning, and busy!!!
The point is that I KEEP striving, and that I KEEP on KEEPIN' on, in the name of *GOD*! The point is that I RECOGNIZE my TRUE self, the spirit, and aim to allow it to become the domineering presence of my being, THAT *GOD* SHINES through me, for HIS GLORY, and the good of those trapped, or imprisoned by the darkness, by the deception, by the enemy! *GOD* is their SAVIOUR, I am HIS reminder; a reminder of HOPE, as they struggle to find HIM in this crazy, troubled maze called life...
I lived enough of the world's ways to last me forever, but, not enough to trap me eternally! I lived enough of the world's ways to TEACH me that this ISN'T enough for me, nor, does it hold enough principle to appease me! I lived enough of the world's ways to SHOW me that this ISN'T THE WAY, and is, in fact, absolutely in opposition of THE WAY! I lived enough of the world's ways to WANT to KNOW *GOD*, because ONLY HE is RIGHT! I would be a liar to say that having given up particular things doesn't cause twangs of missing them, but this too, is part of the growing process, and after years of doing without them, I am SURE they are best left behind!!!
There are a few areas of my character, and certain behaviours I have that NEED developing, no doubt, but, that I recognize them IS to be heading in the optimal direction! Some of them have just surfaced in recent years, or is that I just noticed them?, and they bother me, because they are like left over dirt from living in the world so long, so strong! I am THANKFUL that THE LORD is revealing these areas, that I CAN correct them, otherwise, they would just remain as is! I DON'T strive for perfection, I strive to improve the imperfections! Perfection will come, when does HE!!!
I LOVE THE LORD, and I LOVE the PROMISES of what lies ahead, and so, it seems natural for me to WANT to become one with what HE HAS PRESCRIBED as evidence of being one with HIM! I have SEEN what the world does to a being, body, mind, heart, and soul, and I have SEEN what *GOD* offers to CORRECT the damages, to HEAL the being, to ENLIGHTEN the spirit, and to EMPOWER the days of this life!!!
REV. LWINSOR © 2013
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