
I don't remember ever questioning HIM, but, I am sure, I wondered, why, such a young girl should have to deal with the cold reality of the cold world! I always KNEW HE was nearby, and, cried to HIM, sometimes, I would weep for days, not understanding much, until, bit, by bit, pain, after pain, the reasons began to show growth in me, and, I began to develop into what I was all along, a Child of THE ALMIGHTY *GOD*!!!
HE showed me LOVE as the world could not! HE showed me all necessarily, right, characteristics, through the wrong of the world! HE showed me that no matter what, HE was whom I should turn to, for ONLY HE has ALL POWER to LIFT me, comfort me, guide me, protect me, and, teach me! HE molded me into a Woman of strength, and, conviction, even though, it took time to become visible to me!!!
Grateful, and, indebted am I, to HIM! I wouldn't trade my life, though, it WAS awful, for HIS WILL shall be done, and, I am more prepared than I would have been, had I a 'normal' life! I LOVE HIM with all my being, and, live for HIM! HE has made such SENSE of what was my life, to me, that I have never looked back, and, wished that it was different. Even when I was younger, I did not wish for anything, except for LOVE, and, PEACE, in which case, I held onto HOPE through KNOWING that HE was nearby, to rescue me, and, tend to me, in HIS gentle, caring, LOVING ways! HE did not speak to me, as some say HE does to them, but, I tell you what, HE WORKED in me, like fire on dry grass! I could FEEL HIM, especially when I was in the most dire straits! Amazingly, HE always LED me to finding what I needed, at any time, and, I was AWARE of HIS lead!!!
Yes, it has been quite a journey, and, I am all the better for it; humbled, secure in HIM, and, sure that my devotion is justly placed, in HIM! For ALL that I survived, and, ALL that I learned, I thank YOU, my LORD, my *GOD*, and, I pray that I am a worthy servant; with ALL YOU have taught me, visible through my thoughts, actions, and, reactions! I LOVE YOU, my LORD, *GOD*, and, I PRAISE YOU, evermore!!!
REV. LWINSOR © 2011
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