A couple of years ago, we lost a LOVED one to cancer, and her Mother also had it; well, now the Mother is leaving us; she is in the hospital/hospice, and the cancer has spread throughout. We have lost at least 5 people now in the past 4 or 5 years, along with other afflictions, and it gets tough to deal with, but by THE GRACE, and GOOD of *GOD*, we endure, and move forward---
Time on Earth is short, it is precious, and is meant to be used for the good, although there is great conflict about that statement! The majority feel it is to be enjoyed to the fullest, which is fine, IF that enjoyment is rooted in THE LORD, and not that of the world, because the end can come just like that, and if you have lived for the self, and not *GOD*, well, you know what HE says about that...
The loss of people brings to LIGHT the many ways we go wrong as we journey here; we learn through that loss how we might better come to, and SERVE THE LORD, as well as others. OK, so I mean some do, and others SHOULD. Whatever the case, when we stop to consider the fleeting years we have, we OUGHT to begin to see that we are fallible, temporal, and very often, WAY off course, THAT we can start to improve, and grow INTO HIM, and HIS WILL! As long as there is this day, there IS HOPE, and there is opportunity TO TURN TO HIM...
The Mother who is leaving us now, is 76, almost 77, so, while some say that she is gone too soon, she has had a long journey, AND has been fighting triple negative, stage 4 breast cancer for at least 4 or 5 years, which has spread to her back, and brain, SO, as sad and painful as it is for us, and her remaining Family, she will no longer suffer the pain, and agony which no one can know but her. She is almost free from that part of the ways of the world; LORD, BLESS, and keep her soul...
Now the healing part will come, and it is going to be hard, because her Children just lost their Sister, a little over 2 years ago, and now, their Mother, in which case, these 2 were the rocks of the Family. There will be LOTS of struggle to move past this, and to understand the fragility of our days. For ALL of these Families that face such sorrow, and suffering, let us PRAY always...
Millions, and millions of people have passed in the past couple of years to Covid-19, vaccinations, and then all of the other diseases, violence, accidents, and other such, so, again, MOST share in these agonizing times more than they realize, yet, each feels as if no one can relate to what they experience in suffering loss. Part of the problem in this world is the closed bubble mindset of Family, and Friends, and the chosen others that make up our circles; everyone FORGETS the tragedies ALL face, or WILL face, and so, empathy is limited, as is the very compassion that SERVES the whole of humanity...
We ARE ALL SO MUCH MORE ALIKE, and HAVE MORE IN COMMON than we imagine, or think, and again, egocentricity, pride, and other anti-LOVE behaviours keep this TRUTH tamped down! It is one of the effects of being raised in the ways of the world instead of IN THE WILL OF *GOD*! There is LITTLE parenting based upon THE LORD, which calls for us to raise good, and *GODLY* Children, and this happened as more, and more complacency, and tolerance towards the world set in, and as greater numbers go astray from THE LORD, or flat out reject HIM...
Something good always is found in what is bad; including lessons that help us to advance in spiritual matters, IF we so choose! Sometimes sorrow wraps around a persons heart, or mind, and makes them bitter, or left numb, and so, they will suffer longer, and if they don't attempt to heal, they may be different always. Affliction IS part of this world; death is part of LIFE; there is NOTHING more evident, or TRUTHFUL, SO, instead of taking everything for granted, and being shocked when things happen, we NEED to be prepared because both ARE one with time! Ahhh, it is sad to watch the battle...
We have tears to spend, we have throats to cry out, we have the ability to RELEASE some of the agony we are hit with, so, we can move on after some time. It is NEVER easy, and when you lose someone so close to you, it will NEVER be the same, still, we go on, and when THE LORD IS WITH us, we have all the more ability to do so! I KNOW the lasting sorrows many face, but I CHOOSE THE LORD as my LIGHT, and as my ROCK, as my SURE AND PRESENT HELP, as my FORTRESS, as my SHIELD, and as my DELIVERER. I find GREAT pleasure in LIFTING my pain, and everything else unto HIM, for ONLY HE CAN, and WILL LEAD me, past and through...
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