Some people ARE able to fight with all their might; others sort of get lost IN the disease, and feel defeated, therefore, they sleep a lot more, don't eat well, shut themselves in the house, and away from as many as they can, and so forth. For each individual it is a unique, and fearsome battle, which affects everyone they LOVE, and know---
There are arrogant ones in this world whom use such diseases as cancer to reiterate their denial of THE LORD *GOD*, and also, those who are fighting for their lives whom lose their FAITH, and give up. FEW people realize what it means to 'wait on THE LORD', as well as 'HIS WILL be done', as people expect quick results from HIM, especially in dire situations, and not many are able to accept that it MIGHT be HIS WILL that they be brought home earlier than they want to...
And HOW difficult it is to explain, or to encourage when it seems all HOPE is lost, but HOPE ALWAYS remains as long as there is breath in us, and we are in this moment! FAITH IS A HUGE stepping stone to miracles, and to BLESSINGS of every kind, but truth is, FAITH is NOT as deeply rooted as we think it is in most, which is proven when we doubt, or run when we suffer the worst. Still, there is ALWAYS time to strengthen it, and to reinforce it, and to exist wholly in it, no matter what. But see, too many think of it as a reward system which need be paid now, not later, and so, disappointment hinders those whose FAITH wavers with trouble, tribulation, and what is common to this world...
Something EVERYONE should recall often IS that our birth to our end IS IN HIS HANDS, and HE KNOWS the how's, and whens, and all in between! HE KNOWS the story of our birth, of our time on Earth, and of our end...
I have told you that 2 Women in our Family circle have breast cancer; Mother and Daughter, well, the Daughter is fighting for her life, and the Mother is taking care of her. The Daughter has been back and forth to the hospital, as the cancer that began in the breast, is now in the lungs, and even though on oxygen, she can't breathe, has lost too much weight, and well, she is fighting with all her might. It is taking a toll on all of us, and PRAISE be to *GOD*, has even changed a few for the better; a whole 'nother matter, but pertinent, and definitely, to THE GLORY OF *GOD*...
WHEN it is darkest in this world, THAT IS when we most NEED HIS LIGHT, and NEED TO cling TO HIM, because the darkness is like a black hole which like, vacuums those whom lose the will, and the FAITH, and the strength. Suffering IS common to this realm, and as CHRIST JESUS suffered so too, shall those of HIM, suffer; it is part of dying to the world, and LIFE IN HIM, and yah, it IS most difficult to comprehend, or accept, yet, we really ought to, for it keeps us open to receiving HIM in the most wicked hours of darkness. If we close HIM out, where then is our HOPE???
Anyway, trips back and forth to the hospital, and other duties involving the healing from recent surgeries, and different troubles, has turned my focus to finding ways to reach people whom need HIM NOW. It is not easy to inspire people when they are lost in finding ways to do this on their own, nor to let them know that they CANNOT do this without HIM, because most people don't want to hear THE WORD while they are struggling, DESPITE that is when they most need to; and to be honest, they MIGHT listen to a Priest over me, but even then, not with open ears, instead, ritually. So, I find silent, quiet ways to instill, inspire, and guide, with the help of THE LORD *GOD*...
Was called back to the hospital today; they were supposed to do a procedure to see why there is so much inflammation in the lungs, or to find the root cause of it, but it was not safe to do; she is not up to it, so, they MIGHT try again in 4 days. She has been there for 6 already, and they are doing little, while she is getting worse, weaker, and losing more weight. They say there is nothing much left to do, so, why keep her there, when she could be more comfortable, and possibly healthier at home???
And the world turns...
Well, I am aiming to getting back on track posting, but each day has had it's challenges; not that I have no free time, instead, that time is used to catch up on what needs to be done, and to keep myself as healthy as possible. I am a night owl too; that is when I find time to spend with reading THE WORD, PRAYING, and otherwise being involved in my relationship with *GOD*. We WILL get through this WITH the help of THE LORD, yep, we will...
In the meantime, my thoughts, PRAYERS, and heart ARE with the whole world, and especially those whom are suffering, and otherwise afflicted. We ARE all in this together, regardless of the diversity which often divides us, when it should be uniting us! I wish you well, I wish you LOVE, I wish you a closer walk with THE LORD *GOD*, I wish you PEACE, HOPE, and all which is right, just, and good, and I wish you the courage and strength to resist whatever comes at you, that might tailspin your mind, hence, your FAITH! *GOD* BLESS & BE WITH ALL, and may we BLESS HIM BY BEING A BLESSING TO ALL... OXOXOXO
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