Well, we are just returning home after some nasty colon surgery, which is very invasive, painful, and stressful. For a full 21 days after surgery, you run the risk of infection, bleeding internally, and the coming apart of the work done; it is scary, frustrating, and thought provoking; you can't eat much, and what you can is not all that appetizing, not to mention the 4-6 weeks of recovering enough to HOPEFULLY be back to normal! BUT PRAISE THE LORD, so far, so good!!!
I told you also, that 2 Women in our Family circle had double mastectomies because of breast cancer; well, they are Mother and Daughter, and the Mother is doing FAR better than the Daughter, whom has been told there is nothing more they can do, but we are all PRAYING, and HOPING, and she continues to seek a miracle, and other medical opinions, as well as options. She has 3 Children, a Husband, and all of us, and feels the need to fight, yet, day by day, she is sleeping more, and more, tired, and of course, discouraged; she has lost a lot of weight, in which case, everyone closest to her is trying to remedy, so, we HOPE she can gain, because it is imperative to the rest of the story. SO sad; when she came to the hospital to visit, I thought she was her Mother, then, I saw her Mother right behind her, and well, it was very heartbreaking...
The Daughter went for her advanced/experimental chemo treatment today, and her lungs, once again, have filled with fluid, plus, they think she has a blood clot in them. She NEEDS a miracle, she does...
One of the most notable things that will come of all this, is that people will lose FAITH, doubt, and begin to wonder. It matters not to them that our life is in the hands of THE LORD, and was predestined! And it is even worse for those who barely know of HIM, or don't have a relationship with HIM! The human condition takes over under great duress for many; it is easy to forget THE LORD, and to rely on HIS WILL being done! Despite that ONLY HE knows when our last breath shall be, few recall this when hit with the fact of death, and troubles in this realm! Our emotions, and our self-inclination takes it's toll, and we struggle real hard to make things right on our own, ignoring the PEACE HE GIVES, and the HOPE HE provides...
*GOD* IS EVER PRESENT, but you won't know it if you don't seek HIM! Most things concerning our relationship with HIM are pretty cut, and dry, even simple, but we complicate all of it with our carnality, as we flail around in the swells of the stormy waters of time! Thus, we MUST LEARN to RELY ON HIM, and TRUST HIM, and ALLOW HIM TO DO what HE does! We MUST PRAY, PRAISE, WORSHIP, and REJOICE, EVEN when the storms wreak havoc, and let our knowledge that HE IS LORD *GOD* grant us PEACE, and HOPE! SO much dismay IS eradicated in doing so, AND gives us strength, and room to move forward!!!
Well, I shall return, hopefully, a bit more regularly! *GOD* HELP us ALL, and may we REALIZE HOW DESPERATELY WE NEED HIM, and may we HONOUR HIM in our ways, all of our days!!!
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